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one
In the beginning of the story, it is not said that the name must be a pseudonym, so after thinking about it, I finally chose a pseudonym. That would be good. It will maintain the interest of the name.
A boy named Pseudo, dreams of growing up to be super man as a child and sometimes thinking of spider man sometimes shakti man sometimes robin hood sometimes or hercules. He thought he would acquire some divine power and save everyone from danger like a comic book hero.
Everyone will rush to see him, the girls will surround him. What is the boy panji re bhai ... thinking about the girl at a young age. But behind that TV serials were the most responsible. As days pass, the boy's desire to become a super hero fades. His parents convince him that he should either grow up to be a butcher, a cheap doctor, or a bird to fly in the sky, a pilot, and if that doesn't work, a businessman who breaks the bones of others. As the day passes the boy thinks how he will become such a big man. He may not be able to study so much. Even on the day he gives the mock test result, he calls on Allah at least a thousand times and thinks that this time Allah will let him pass at least in all subjects. And I am very happy if I get 33 to 40 in English and Mathematics. But nature is very cruel. His wish is not always fulfilled. And if it is not fulfilled, go home and beat your mother with an inhuman stick. And at night, father actually went like a thief to sign the result card. Not only it ends here, but thousands of questions are faced. Dad said no one got more marks than this? Pseudo replies, all those who have got it wear private to Sir. Moreover, this time, sir, they have made a mistake in looking at the exam book. Which he says every time. Many people have complained about this. And his father also replied every time, every time the teachers make a mistake in looking at your exam book, I will go to Kale and tell the headmaster to have your book from now on. Baba also says they eat rice and you don't, they pay you the same amount of money. Do you spend less money behind you, do I keep you without clothes? And some hard words like this have to be digested. Pseudo does not find the meaning of all these words. What is the relation of rice or cost with the result? Finally, the boy finally loses his direction and blames it on the tutor. He can't teach properly. Then the rest of the pressure goes to the poor teacher. Not only that but also tuition. The father says that the boy is a fool, but what is he doing? He takes another person along with himself. When a new girl joins their class, some of the grandfatherly boys in the class fall in love. And seeing that, Ish thought in his mind if the girls would come and be friends with him. If only they could enjoy him all day. If anyone looks at them or disturbs them, he will fight like a Hindi movie hero and finally his daughter Gulashe will hug him. That means this time he is thinking of becoming the hero of the film. Well from the comics this time in the film. But that doesn't happen anymore, instead he starts having various obscene dreams about his friend Palash and looks at the body of the girls. Seeing and laughing together. No matter what, the girls either have their bras out or the clothes are made with so many fittings that the whole body shape is visible. Moreover, that poochy boy thought more if any of those girls were his girlfriend, if he had a motorcycle. The two would ride together in the rain and the girl would hug him from behind. Not only that, he also feels that the soft touch of the girl's body will thrill his body every break. On the other hand, the father and son are completely spoiled. Before the end of the boy's school life, however, he has quite a few girlfriends. And how can there be such a complete mission impossible project. But after becoming friends, he no longer looked at them badly, but saved them from the hands of various mischievous boys with his wisdom. Because physically he is much weaker than others. So the desire to be a Hindi film hero was no longer fulfilled. Not only here, he also used to do their school homework. Some would go to the teacher's house to study together. Even the mothers of those girls trusted him so much that they let their daughter go everywhere with the guise. Seeing this, the other boys were very jealous. The girls used to dance, sing or act in various cultural events of the school. Then again, those girls would become friends with some new boys in exchange of cultural events. Seeing that, Chdma was once again worried that his days were probably over. No, can the hard work of so many days go to waste so easily. At first he thought of singing. He also went to audition. But the school teacher first dropped her from the party music team after hearing her singing. What an insult. In shame, his nail bitten completely. Finally, seeing his interest, his teacher hired him as a proxy. He was used only to fill the place if no one came. Which was even more shameful than before. What a cruel irony of fate. Looking at the sky, the creator seems to have given him no virtue. Not to be an artist. Close friend Palash saw her sadness and told her let's act together. This time, the ghost of becoming an actor hit his head again. Chadma did not think that now he has to become an actor. Otherwise, there is no end. In other words, this time he has become an actor from a hero. His endless efforts were successful. The creator must have looked down on him this time. By acting in school, he earned the name Yash and fame.
Then he thought that maybe the acting would be given to him. The boy's childhood continues like this and sometimes there are small storms...
two
This time, Chadma passed some kind of SSC and got admitted in the college. He is not good at studies in his school life but he is fully aware of this in college. Because now he has learned to understand something. He realized that he didn't have to be a doctor or a pilot. But you can be a businessman, but not a bloodsucking or adulterous businessman, but an honest businessman. And if not, a job in a good post in a private multinational organization or bank. He continues to advance towards this goal. Ever since the boy entered college, the great Creator has been on his side. So his name Yash Khyati is not lacking. Although he is not the best student in the college, but he is well known to all teachers, teachers, friends and girlfriends. The beta boy has made it to the headmaster of the college. He was having a good day. But in between he played a stumbling block for him for some time. And that is teenage love. In the eyes of the fake, an endless innocent love storm started to shine constantly. He could see the girl only from a distance. He never approached and spoke. Because his philosophy now is a little different from the philosophy of pseudo's school life. He no longer has any of that sneaking or dreaming about her. If no one spoke to him with interest he would go to him to talk too. So from afar his love bug roamed. When honey could not be eaten. But no one can afford to go outside the fun of nature. Chadma used to study privately with a college accounting teacher. The girl studied under the same teacher but in a different batch. The two of them used to meet each other on a day when their teacher was teaching two weeks together. And that day he would have become Bach's best student for a day. And silently he used to stare at the girl. In the meantime, a few of his close friends came to know about the news of his silence. But I said that God is with him now. It's like the girl was a trouble and as a result she moved from her beach to the fake beach. Pseudo didn't know about it. Again the path of the girl's house and the path of the pseudo's house were on the same road. Both used to come and go by bus. So Chadma looked there, if ever he and the girl got the same bus. But no this ratio was negligible. One day like everyday he was going to his teacher's house to study accountancy. And in the middle Is thinking if he had at least been friends with the girl. Then at least his rant would have been reduced. Thinking, he came to the teacher's house. He stopped in the reading room. Becomes speechless. His body's heartbeat seemed to pause for a while. It is not a real dream, or an illusion of the eye. Suddenly, his teacher comes from behind and says why are you here? "Yes, sir, I am sitting here," he said. The boy's reason for stopping was that he entered and saw the honeyed flower of his dream, meaning that the girl was sitting. That too alone because no one came then. Chdma sat next to the girl in silence. Fan whirring overhead yet he sweats like a vaporous liquid. After sitting in silence for a while he decided not to sit like this. Now he has to speak. And this is the best time. Like a fake cloud, the kite makes a noise and says that you are not in another place. Today suddenly this evening. The girl replied that at that time she would study privately with another teacher. The bell of love in the pseudo-mind suddenly rings louder than the holiday bell. Let's think it's good. In this way, from the first day's first conversation continued between them day after day. That is again the vision of the creator... One day the teacher told the pseudo you should teach the girl a little accountancy. He is a little weak in some things. Who told the girl that you will sit with pseudo accountancy during Abshar time. Hearing this, Chadm's happiness was more than the happiness of Eid. From then on, he and the girl would sometimes sit together after college vacations during the accounting shift. Along with studies, there were two personal talks. At that time Chadm tells him that the day he first saw her, what was the color of her clothes, where did he see the girl. The girl was a little surprised to hear this pseudo. The girl thinks that others usually only remember a girl's face and she remembers everything from her clothes. Mobile numbers are given between the two. The reason for giving the mobile number was to support education, but it is like politicians stealing people's money in the name of developing a road for food. That is, their main purpose was to talk at night and steal one's mind if there was an opportunity. In this way, the undisclosed love story was going on between them, if some grandfather who was in the class like school life did not enter between them. A local gangster Mastan type boy named Tar Raju used to study with them. That Raju liked the girl. And Raju gets to know that something is going on with Chadm. And what... suddenly there was a phone call on the fake mobile. From that side, who is saying who you are, how dare you love my lover. I will break your arm and leg when you come to college. He also said to come to college tomorrow to meet them. The illusion stopped. He already wants to stay away from all this hustle and bustle. The next day he went and met Raju. He went to Raju and explained that he had nothing to do with the girl just because he told her sir. Raju accepted his word. But there is no rest for him. He forcibly took the girl's mobile number from Chadm. And said that if he tries to talk to the girl again, stop coming to the fake college. For this time of what else to do is somewhat deprived of the Creator's vision. He came back with a tired mind. He plucked the red flower of the garden in his mind and gave it to another. His friends tried to convince him that it was okay. It may be so. He should not be upset. A few days later, he saw the girl riding around on Raju's motorcycle. As soon as this scene is seen, the heart of any lover is supposed to be broken. But it is not fake. He thought it was good. The trouble is gone from behind him. That means he no longer has to wait until after the college holidays. Do not return home late. And in future he will get a better girl. That means the whole thing is like sour grapes. This is really teenage love. This is why elders say love has an age. As per the Hindu wedding ritual, Satpak turned and finally turned his attention back to his studies. The last day of college has come. On that last day he gave another stroke. And that is acting. Four boys and four girls together they performed a short play. And his friends and college teachers praised him a lot after seeing the impersonation. Again at that moment the pseudo thought that this work will be given to him. If he tries, he can become a big-time actor in the future. After a few days, the HSC exam took place. After a few days, the results were announced. But Chadma's heart was upset. He barely got an A+. In this way the college life of Chadm ended in love and study. Finally in this life he was a hero in his college. Except for Raju's case. Now is the time for his real thinking. What does he really want to be in life? How he wants to see himself ten years from now.
three
A new turn began to come in the life of Chadham after he was admitted to the university. He got admission in a private university. He was very excited like everyone on the first day of university. Leaving behind so many familiar faces from college, he did not hesitate at all to come to the land of unknown people. Rather, he was thoroughly enjoying his new kingdom. The first class of the university is also being taken by their university vice-chancellor. The poor thing is restless in a full sweat. A beautiful daughter gave him some comfort in the midst of that turmoil. He likes the first person he sees in the university. For the readers to understand, such a stumbling man eats constantly while walking but we do not stop at every place, let us show where he actually stops. Like everyone else, he has many friends after a while. Everything is new so the excitement is high. Chatting, cheering and cheering goes on all day long. This is how the first few days of his university passed. Here comes the first shock when his first semester results are declared. Playing all day long, the result is twelve. Immediately he remembers the days when the results of that school were published. And the question of the father and the beating. He does not decide in his mind that the result cannot be reported at home. He didn't hesitate and decided he had to at least study well. In the meantime, he met an elder brother of the university who was associated with a theater group. Along with Tari, Chadm tells about his interest in acting. One day the elder brother took him to their group. Chadm likes the activities of the theater troupe. He decides to join them. He went home and told his wish. Immediately his father slapped Chadm on the cheek. He says he will act and does not get any work. I work all day and he came to have fun. After studying and working, Bakri will do something, and he will do drama instead. Eat properly, so you don't have to feel it. If you eat one meal, you will feel it. How much rice in how much rice? Go and read it. Chadma can't understand what rice has to do with his desire this time like that school life. Very proud of his father. Instead, he did not touch food for three days. Chadm's mother tells the matter to Chadm's father. On the fourth day, sitting at the breakfast table, Chadma's father called Chadma. Put Chadme on the chair next to him and pat his head and say, Dad, you have gone to study in the university. You see how hard I run the family. I will leave this morning and come back that night. I want you to study properly and grow up. May the amount of rice in this world increase a little more. That day Chadma no longer understands why rice is associated with everything. He could also understand that it was not right to be proud of him. Immediately she cried holding her father's hand. His mother is standing next to him. All in all an emotional situation. Chdma sat with his father and ate breakfast in the morning. Classes at Chadmer University in the afternoon. He got ready as usual and left for the university. After going to the bus terminal and getting on the bus, while paying the fare, he saw an extra one thousand rupees note in his wallet. There is no reason to understand that the extra money is from words. Sitting in the bus, his eyes became blurry. And everyone started thinking that everyone calls the birth giver as father. Indeed, not all birth parents can be fathers. To be a father only he has to be a father. What happened to his father today. On that day when he went to the university, he only spoke of father all day. His friends could sense that something was up today. However, Chadma did not tell the story of his pride to anyone. Chadma calls and talks to his elder brother and meets him after class this afternoon. Later in the evening he went to that theater group with his brother. Write your name in the party register. To enroll in the party, the registration fee was one thousand taka and the monthly fee was two hundred taka. A fake one thousand rupees is deposited for now. The leader of the group introduces the alias to everyone one by one. Then the dummy is asked to say something about it. What the fake will say about itself does not get the cool edge. Finally chooses to tell the full story of his arrogance. Hearing his story, the head of the troupe was very happy to see his interest in the stage play. Shadhu waives off his registration fee of five hundred rupees and the subscription of two hundred and three months comes to six hundred rupees, which is kept as an advance with the remaining five hundred rupees, in exchange for six hundred rupees. So that it cost another hundred rupees less. After hearing this, one cannot understand that everyone in the group is very sincere. The journey from being an imaginary super hero to becoming a real hero began. Many days passed like this. The dream of becoming a hero that was once hidden in his mind became strong. At different times, he started approaching different theater directors and film directors. But no one wants to give him an easy chance as he is new. But he started doing small work in two small plays. His studies are almost over. Before leaving, that stumble again... met a girl whom he had been looking for since eternity, for whom it seems that the yard of his mind was as dry as a desert for so long, she came now to wet his yard with a shower of rain and make it muddy. . Nabila is the girl staring with that beautiful, unblinking eye. New arrivals in their area. He fell in love with her at first sight. The pseudo-balcony is directly visible from the girl's balcony. Every afternoon the girl comes and sits on the balcony. Chadm leaves all his work and sits on his porch just to see the girl. The first few days went like this. Pseudo then tries to talk to him in gestures. The mischief of that short-lived love pulls him back. He looked into the girl's eyes and smiled and waved. Try to give your phone number. The girl laughs and squirms when she sees the impersonation. The girl pretended to like him. The episode of showing this trick every day started. Where is his love of being a hero? Nothing is on his mind anymore. That girl is his day and night now. The girl comes to the balcony together with her mother every day. For the first few days after this death, Chadma thought that mother had been brought along to show her madness. But no mother leaves after some time and relief comes back to Chadham's mind. A few more days passed like this. But the girl just smiled. Nothing else does. One does not leave the house too. Because Chadma never saw him on the street without a balcony. By this time the girl has spread all over the pseudo-body. Chadham has mentally reached a place where if the girl doesn't love him then his life will be pointless. That final hour came one day. The girl was seen lying alone under her house. He pretended to be in the house and put on the holey gingham and wrinkled pajamas he had been wearing. He even forgot to put his shoes on. The girl is still there. Chdham goes and stands next to the girl. But then the girl's mother came. The pseudo-dreams were very colorful until the moment before the girl's mother arrived. That colorful dream turned into a blurry black and white picture in an instant. The girl's mother took the girl by the hand in front of her and the girl had an aluminum stick in her other hand. Means deprived of all the light of this beautiful girl's Dharani. The soft light of the morning sun, the light of the full moon at night, the lava that erupts from the union of two bodies, cannot be seen by that girl. At the same time, the fake looked at the open sky and roared like a lion in his heart and said God is a joke on you. what game do you want to play with me With whom I walked so far in imagination. Did you do that with him? Why do you give some light of your kind to his eyes. The boy returns home like a defeated soldier with a rush of pain. On entering the house, Chadm's mother finds her son looking devastated. It seems that after a long journey he has returned home with a tired body. So the mother of the pseudo asked the pseudo what happened to your father? Why do you feel like this? Chadma goes straight to her room without saying anything and locks the door. Immediately went to bed and threw up on the pillow. He is holding the pillow tightly. His eyes slowly became blurry. Suddenly, gur gur sounds like dark clouds started coming from his mouth. Water accumulates like dew drops on the grass already frozen in the morning. It seemed to him that he would not have suffered so much if the light in his eyes had gone before he saw his beloved in this condition. This is how the whole day passed. After father comes at night, pseudo's mother tells pseudo's father everything. After all the gold, Chadm's father calls Chadm. Hearing his father's call, Chad opened the door and came out. When asked what happened to Chadham, Chadham hugs his father at this old age and weeps. At that time, Chadm's father realized that Chadm must have been very broken in a human way. After some time the pseudo revealed everything. After all the gold, Chadm's father said to Chadm, father, the morning sun still attracts people because there is only love in this world, we still like to see a moon every night because there is only love. Just because there is love, baby birds still break their bones and build their nests, just because there is love, even today women consider the pain of childbirth after ten months and ten days as happiness. Just because there is love. Chadma had never heard such words from his father's mouth. He was a little surprised so the pseudo spent the whole night trying to understand his father. Chadham did not sleep a drop at night. He was in a very cheerful mood in the morning. After taking a bath, he took a bunch of roses from the flower shop and went to the girl's house. That is, at Nabila's house. Nabila's mother opened the door as the bell rang. Pseudonyms introduced him. Nabila's mother asked Chadma to sit inside. Chadma goes inside and sees his beloved Nabila sitting on the sofa. Goes to Nabila and speaks falsely. He introduced himself. And from the first day today Parajant tells the girl about all the days. He gave the bouquet of red roses in Nabila's hand. Meanwhile, Nabila's mother prepares breakfast for Chadm and brings it. He came and saw a bunch of red roses in his daughter's hand. Nabila's mother cannot understand why the boy came here. Nabila's mother leaves Nabila in her room. After coming, Chadma opens up about her love and says that Nabila can't see that she also goes. And all as if he has decided that he wants to be by Nabila's side for the rest of his life. Even his parents have no objection to it. Tears came from Nabila's mother's eyes after hearing all the words of Chadm. Chadma tries to console her. The girl's mother told Chadma that the light of her life in this world is slowly running out, not only in her eyes. Blood cancer since childhood. And after only a few days he has to leave all illusions of this world and leave. The illusion stops completely. And the creator seems to have completely taken his eyes off him. But no at the moment he does not give in to anyone. Since he loves Nabila, he will stay with her no matter what happens, whether for a day or a minute. After all the gold, Chad tells Nabila's mother that he wants to marry Nabila. As long as he is there, he wants to be a shadow by his side. Nabila is listening from the other side of the door. Nabila leans against the door and cries when Chadham goes to Nabila's room. It seems that it is not tears for this, but a waterfall falling from the sky and falling on the ground. Hugging Nabila immediately. He kisses her forehead. Pseudo can experience the joy of a bird flying in the sky for the first time. His parents did not stop this pseudo relationship. In fact, in this game of fake life, there is only one place where the hero of the film or the hero of the comic film has not finally become his. However, in this god's cruel game, he has become the hero of Nabila's love.
# Author: Sharif Sajid Hussain. (My own words) —- I am an avid writer. This is the first time I have written a novel. It may have many mistakes in many places. Even though I am a Bengali, I may be doing many mistakes in Bengali language. Everyone will look at the request for forgiveness.
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